This is our year.

one year ago, the five of us were sitting in sports centre, wondering about our fates, our destiny.

one year ago, we went through so many things together.

one year ago.
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去年，一点都不容易，真的。

.they say the darkest is before dawn. this whole year, there's nothing like it.

 getting all kinds of feelings every day those kind (;

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"ni okay ma?" "hen bu okay."

jiang zhen de, this whole week hen bu okay. 

gan jue hen emo, zai xue xiao you hen duo ci you na zhong xiang ku de gan jue.

but, i still wanna say is, 

rushing slideshow in 4 days for agm, learning how to fold roses especially for it, taking ss photos with them.

creating memories with them, it's worth it :)

and jin tian slide de 'don't tell me' ge  bo zhe de shi hou,

wo zhen de gan jue dao na yi sha na yan jin wu duan duan you yi dian shi shi, 

jiu hao xiang shi yi zhong moment jiang :')

and now it's finally over, time to concentrate on other things like studies.

have faith in them and wishing them the best of luck (:

"Once a guide, always a guide." 

I'll definitely miss it, no regrets :) ♥

Happy-go-lucky

happy 17th b'dayyy Rachael Lim Eng Joo

a.k.a

rach rach :D ♥

dear korean-sun, knew you since form 2.

always thought you're so cheerful all the time, always happy-go-lucky heh :D

and then you're so smart somemore sports also quite good especially in running :p

then you keep telling us a lot of korean words lololol.

i still remember that time you ask me go listen big bang's haru-haru lyrics. 

till now still think is damn niceeee <3

and there is one time me and xiao r-sun were walking at the field there.

and then i thought i saw someone like you and keep asking xiao r-sun to wave with me hahaha.

end up the person is like staring at us and no response at all. omg mmg fish dao

and the xiao r-sun keep laughing at me and calling me r somemore ):

rach rach, stay cheerful, positive, pretty all the time :D

you're like the sunshine in our world heh (:

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went for intensive tuition with ying and qi.

have a feeling this is gonna make me forced to study hahahaha.

but really need to start studying now heh (:

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and then there are days when there are too many things to do so end up

writing a to-do-list on my hand :p

writing essay and feeling so proud of it hohoho :D 

and then sometimes things just keep 'popping' out which is srsly annoying ttm.

lastly, hao xin zhen de you hao bao :D

really, its sort of like karma leh, ling dao hahahaha. so zuo duo yi dian shan shi la heeee (:

bai bai!

#400 This is our year.

happy 17th b'dayyy Koay Pei Pei!

a.k.a. r xi fu :D ♥

hello hello!

wish you every day r r like the panther up there and awesome hehe. okay, me love you! haha.

thank you for sitting beside me for 2 years :)

bu ran wo jiu mei you ren sheng xia le. suo yi, xie xie ni :)

every day asking you what is the date, what period is this and telling you i'm hungryyyyy.

kicking my chair when you think i'm sleeping and always bringing sweets :D 

and then telling me those very zadao things until i almost believed it cause' you think i look stress haha.

you see my 400th post about you leh, must gan dong yi xia kay :p

sheng ri kuai le r lai lai heh (;

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sports day. this is our year (:

okay, at least i have no regrets, managed to go for deco and did all i wanted to do :D

sacrificing time and sleep was worth it (:

bringing hijau shirt and shoes but end up didn't change.

seeing all the houses nice nice deco :D so much hard work and effort put into it. salute!

and then sitting at the side there watching them run (:

watching xiao r-sun doing stretching exercise very cute and getting gan jeong for hijau runners.

and then even more gan jeong when listening to the results.

sitting there with their boys teman-ing us and keep thinking how funny, 

me and qi are like the odd one out heh :p

eating the yao yao bing and feeling so happy :D

chi liao jiu zhen de zhen de hen kai xin :D yi ding shi yao yao bing you shen qi li liang! hehe.

even though we got last, but hijau is still a winner in my heart (:

hijau-ian for 11 years (;

Just keep me where the light is.

okay. wo you hen duo hen duo dong xi yao jiang heh.

first, wo de results hen average, average dao wo bu dong yao jiang shen me.

  

hai you, you shi hou zhen de mei you expect dao na xie ni yi wei bu ji de ni de ren hai ji de ni :)

and then ta jiang ta ji de ni jiu hui hen xia dao hen xia dao.

and then shi shang you xie ren zhen de hen hao (:

jiu suan bu shi hen ren shi ni ke shi yi ran dui ni hen hao, hen hao. hen gan dong :')

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"the secret", zhe ge hen yeng, zhen de.

came across this few days ago.

and then it kind of works heh. just tried it on small small things, next time only try bigger things lalalala.

but you still have to put in hard work to achieve anything, it's just maybe there's more luck :) 

zhe ge yi ding yao du o! :)

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these days keep going hijau deco.

na xie ren zhen de hen geng, ke yi fu chu hen duo, yuan yi dan xia rumah de zhong da zhe ren.

hen li hai (:

marching, formation hai shi deco, quan bu dou yi yang.

ke yi mei yi tian xi sheng qu deco, hai you yi stay jiu stay dao wan shang 7 dian jiang.

tai qiang le heeee :D

suo yi wo yao jiang de shi , ji xu jia you, bu yao fang qi! :) suo you de fu chu yi ding hui you jie guo de.

you have to believe in yourself when no one else does, that's what makes you a winner ♔

我可以改變世界，改變自己，改變龜毛，改變小氣。

We are young.

so let's set the world on fire, we can burn brighter than the sun :)

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bibubibu :D

qi shi wo bu dong yao update shen me de ke shi na ge xiao r-sun jiao wo update de ):

okay la, kan ni shi wo zui ke ai de xiao r-sun jiu gei ni mian zi ehehe.

so many things can change overnight.

kay, exams is over yo! :D

exhausting days of continuous studying are over! over over over!

jian zhi jiu shi jing shen shang de ze mo hao bu hao, that's why i keep on-ing during exam to relax heeeeee.

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these days keep listening to radio yo (; and i keep hearing so many old songs, reminiscence heh.

and that day mama hen random de jiang demi's songs hen hao ting! :)

ming ming jiu shi (;

oh yeah, holidays have many things to do.

but wo plan dao hao hao liao, every day got stmg to do hehehe. and then i wanna go pull darling go help hijau deco lalalalala :D

 and and yesterday we keep talking about doggies!

ding ding ding ding!

cause' she wanna get one yo, and then that shih tzu so damn cute omg :D

small dao can fit in your palm those kind (;

so we keep talking about what kind of doggies cuter and so on hahahaha.

and then must name it tippy! or yippy! or stmg else hehehe. yao ke ai de ming zi jiu ke yi liao ;p

 

 okay, tulus for now. over and out (;

That's what makes you beautiful.

hellooooooo :D past week busy studying for exams.

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yesterday slept about 3 hours + heh.

that's why pei keep asking me to wake up in sch ): i'm not dreaming, i'm resting my eyes (;

oh btw, why i keep realizing careless mistakes at the last minute. like add maths.

and then chem.

did the question before and totally forgotten about it -.-

WHICH. IS. WHY. I. SERIOUSLY. FEEL. LIKE. KILLING. MYSELF.

over and over again.

okay okay zhi zu :) at least should be okay okay i think (:

maths is the best subject so far heh :D

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too much stress, must relieve stress heeee.

that's why currently listening to what makes you beautiful (; 

because i randomly heard this song on tv last saturday and it makes me feel hope somehow (;

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don't be so stress, be more carefree (:

just a few more weeks, we can do this together. kay, bai!

Gone with the wind.

happy belated 17th b'dayyy Puen Yong Jia

a.k.a. jia jia :D ♥

okay, i hope you really like the present even if you like it only because we gave it to you its okay :)

lastly, have a great day heh :D

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HI MISS PUEN! :D i knw you very sum gap wanna see this post heh :D

i first knew you in form 3 :)

and then that time i really forgot why i wrote about you but that time i felt like writing about you lalala :D

and then wo men man man shou le. sometimes we may have our differences, but its okay.

haha, like i say, wo men 5 ge zhi jian yong you tai duo hui yi le (:

till now whenever i think back those funny funny things during camp or stmg still feel like laughing :p

and then ni zhen de you hen duo you dian de lor heh.

like arts and graphic stuff.

whoa, srsly pro wor :D like the b.o.n.d. booklet cover design so damn awesome :D

and then ni mei ci dou yi xin yi yi wei guides ba liao.
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mei ci stay back dou shi ni pei wo.

mei ci zhao lao shi dou shi ni pei wo.

 mei ci ni you xin shi dou shi gen wo jiang.

mei ci zai twitter tweet lai tweet qu dou shi ni pei wo.

zhong dian shi, hen duo dong xi dou shi ni gen wo yi qi zuo de :)

jiaaaaa, ni shi ge hen hao de peng you o :D

xie xie ni zhe xie ri zi de pei ban, xie xie ni rang wo ren shi ni :)

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edufair.

lalala :D xiao r-sun jiang wo sar liao sobbieeee.

cause i keep collecting pens ): but qu edufair one of the main points is take pens ma heeee (;

and then the qi ah, opening ceromony sit so infront.

then when they press the pop pop thing, those stuff keep falling on our heads -.-

keep shaking our heads like sar po only lalala :p

and then zui kong bu de shi,

na shi hou xx qu wen qi ta yao du shen me heh, xin hao na shi hou wo zai gen bie ren jiang hua heee.

and then na ge wai yen tu ran jian hen random de wen wo he qi yao du shen me wor.

and then wo men jiang business shi hou ta hao xiang hen shock dao lol.

aha, people gonna study medicine things together ma heh (;

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okay, gotta go study soon ):

wish me luckkkk! :) pray for the courage to change the things you can. kay, bai.

A 5S5 moment.

We're standing in a light that won't fade, tomorrow's coming but this won't change.
Cause some days stay gold forever.

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a 5S5 moment yo :) ♥

early in the morning carrying newpapers. damn shock, so many people pop out :D 

almost whole class at bus stop there (Y)

still remember the moment when they tried to climb the tree and teacher's shock faced :p

heeeeeeeee.

there won't be many moments like this anymore :)
this moment keep making me think of the song call me maybe (;

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btw, zui jing qi is obsessed about newspapers :p

can you imagine how shocked i felt when i just stared out of the window and saw her and wai leng they all carrying newspapers?

but wo jue de jiang ren zhen de ta hen mei, hen mei heeee :D

dou jiang yi ge ren ren zhen zuo yi yang dong xi de hua hui hen mei :) cong nei xin fa chu de mei.

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thursday recess.

keep turning in circles with xiao r-sun (;

and then ta poke liao wo liang ci ohhhhhhh ): but wo you poke ta yi ci hehe.

and then wo men jiang dao bunny 7 sui liao gou goui 2 sui liao :D

and then wo gei ta poke bunny 100 ci hee :p zhuan quan quan, hen hao wan :)
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concert tmr, good luck to everyone involved, good luck studying! :)

kay bai.

Last camp.

friday.

watched chs idol with ying they all. last idol, last camp.

complications, srsly, i dislike this kind of feeling, but at least at last settled dy :)

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我觉得蚊子太爱我了。

early morning then face red red dy ): damn sad one kay.

and then wo gen ni jiang ah, 

using flour to wash the chicken is a very berry mafan dong dong. imagine raw chicken meat with flour end up the whole hands damn sticky and disgusting woiyoh. 

it's like helping to massage the chicken only you knw :p so xin fu got ppl help it massage somemore :D

ushering.

someone said i look like form 3 or form 4 and when i said i'm form 5 give me that damn shock dao look :p

no time end up eating dinner at 11pm heh (; 

at least the chicken turn out very the nice yo :D no wasted my efforts heeeee.

and then actually planned to bath before sleeping but everyone too tired end up no one heard the alarm ring and all of us sleeping in full-u lololol :D 

oh by the way, xian made me addicted to what makes you beautiful (; 

and qi keep obsessing about pottermore hahaha.

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and one thing, two people cooking for 60 people is not easy at all.

dislike cooking ttm fuuuuu.

and then damn bu shuang someone.

shit, do you know actually this is not our job and we're just helping them to get things done faster?

just using phone to play music end up saying like we're playing there wtf. 

giving so many orders yet standing there doing nothing yourself. who do you think you are man.

eff youuuuuuuuu.

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hormonal imbalance. 

seriously, wo bu dong wo you shen me wen ti. 

ke neng shi tai jiu mei you ku hai shi shen me, yi ku jiu ku jiang jiu.  

my god, even i myself think i got problem.

 finally reached home and saw bunny's cute faceeee de na zhong gan jue awwww :D

tai tai ke ai liao <3

slept for 7 hours, considered damn xin fu compared to jia they all. 

seriously, their presence always makes things better somehow.

okay, bai! :)

 

One for all, all for one (:

back from camp perdana yo! :)

 我的感言 heh :D

#1 when you get the chance to see the sea during the night lighted by faraway buildings (: btw darling, i saw a star and i thought of you :)

#2 that feeling when the wind swept pass you during the night :)

#3 midnight talks (;

#4 my goddd, cold drinks are heaven :D

#5 trust fall, must fall from high high places only fun yo :D 

#6 people get crazy when there is a ball lololol.

#7 wo hen xiang hen xianggg piao dao yuan yuan de di fang.

#8 wo xi huan tiao wu, chao hao wan de :D

#9 dang quan bu ren tong yi tiao xin na ge shi ke :) <3

#10 freedom, is important :)

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bu dong cha shen er guo duo shao ci liao, 

ye bu dong wei shen me na shi jiu shi hen xiang hen xianggg long na ge xiao lian gei ni kan :)

but qing ni bu yao gei wo xi wang, yin wei wo bu xiang bao zhe ren he xi wang (:

some things are better left the way they are.

有人等待的感觉，有人拼命想要让你笑的感觉真好 :)

It doesn't matter.

emo songs is the best yo (;

because they truly express the way you feel best somehow.

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monday. really rained. wasted our efforts yo (:

four words, sui ji ying bian.

like jia says, flag raising is fun :D seriously. and you get this urge to raise it again. 

the tall tall flag pole please, not the short short one, raise also not nice and fun one :p

 我要升那个高高的旗，因为它值得 :)

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giving this kind of look, what do you expect me to say huh.

I won't beg for your forgiveness or whatever please, so don't have any expectations. 

I don't care about your opinion.

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oh btw, 我有很认真听每一课。

really :D 

even though I've been yawning countless times and feel like closing my eyes, at least i've tried.

and i can feel a little bit of difference (:

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kay, bai.

lastly, i think finance is not a bad choice (;

With love.

face-paintinggg, blowing balloons and writing words on it (; ♥

 balloons flying here and there & stepping on them :D

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keep walking here and there. omggg leg pain die dy.

and then eyes keep wanna close lol.

doing many r r stuff with xiao r-sun and keep laughing like mad :D

and then xiao r-sun keep giving me those kind of sweat expression ): yeeeeeee.

eating cherry tomatoes, sticky fingers and waving at some random people :p

what to do, too r dy de hou guo (;

and then sze lee keep making me laugh over the kaya ball secret eheh :p

now think back still damn funny ahahah.

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practising with them and people keep giving us weird looks but who cares :p qi and jia keep singing the school song like mad people only hahahaha :p 

somemore keep chuan-ing me for not knowing all the words worrr :D

sweets, super rings and biscuits :)

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superrr tired day but still a nice memory yo :D

kay, bai! (:

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wo ke yi dang yi bei zi de huai ren, wu suo wei (:

Hearts inspire us.

#1 first time keep laughing like mad holding broomsticks and acting funny things
#2 first time on-ing during camp and keep laugh dieeee everyone :D
#3 first time doing a solar cooking thing until effing feel like killing someone
#4 first time hanging cardboard around ourselves and then other people give us these kind of weird looks :p
#5 first time eating baked apples with honey cooked by the sun (;
#6 first time someone poured soapy water from the top on the head and was like whutzzz?!
#7 first time keep taking ss photos with them yet feeling so happy at the same time :D

first times (:

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btw, hunger games is next week yo! :D

but mama don't let me go to the premiere cause' is during night time ): sad dieeeeee me man.

and and, i wanna go run that marathon thingy!

can get my own jersey, medal etc. and ke yi zuo yi jian chao you yi yi de dong xi yo heeeee.

wo 17 sui ren sheng jiu shi yao zuo zhe zhong you yi yi de dong xi ma heh (;

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The world is a beautiful place after all.

holidays is gonna end, enjoy the last few moment yo! :D

baiiiii.

The world from the top.

it's over yo :D ahahahaha.

morning kao maths zhi qian zhen de hen you mood hen youuuuu mood yo :D 

hen kai xin hen kai xin de na zhong heee.

even khai qi says i look not so stress dy :p

what to do, sleeping for 2-3 hours every day time is finally over (;

let's see how last minute studying results turn out (; 

can't expect too much, cause' is srsly too last minute like one day before those kind heh.

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drops of jupiter.

what the eff nice like hell man :D wong jing wei go listennnnnn! heeeeee. addicted dy yo :D

But tell me, did the wind sweep you off your feet?
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day?

:D

woiyoh, zomok ni jiang jiang jianggg ke ai de (; 

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yuan lai shi zhe zhong gan jue, na zhong hao xiang yao fei yao fei de gan jue (; 

shui zhe ye hui xiao xing de na zhong :D

okay,  bai bai! 

have a nice day, appreciate every single moment and happy holidays :)

Feelings.

happy 17th birthday Ong Wen Shuen

a.k.a. bubbles :D

really sorry i forgot to wish you this morning.

wo you ji de de, but wo wang ji wish ni. dui bu qi o ): and present chi dian gei ni heh.

 have a nice day and stay cute cute yeah :p

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add maths. 

you asked me that question then i straightaway know is one of index's hardest question yo :D

because i effing spent 45 minutes figuring out that question so of course i remember it :D

heeeeeeeee.

this is one of the few times you call me eh, no need use all my fingers can count finish dy! hehehe. 

eh add maths, 

wo wei le ni fang liao jiang duo effort jing qu, zhi yao bu yao dui wo jiang cha jiu ke yi liao (;

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btw today feels like fridayyyyyy.

no saturday feeling also one ): nevermind nevermind, hai sheng ji tian ba liao hee.

it's a hunger games date yo :D

march 23 march 23 march 23 march 23 march 23 march 23. and and concert with ying they all :)

and and, hsien loong say i tall dy! muahaha :D
nahh, i knw he's just kidding one heh. but wo hai shi hen kai xin heeeee :D

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it's the little things in life that makes us happy :)
good luck in studying, good luck for bio (; ciao!

It may not be the perfect ending but it is perfect enough.

my heart's a stereo, it beats for you, so listen close.
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skipped so many periods today yo :D
and then yi da zao sewing like a sar po ahaha. last year, that's why :)


and then suddenly, pei put something on my table. my fried rice with fork and spoon and tissue <3

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photoshoot.

ran here and there doing things so naturally the photo not nice dy ):

freestyle damn epic :D hahaha. dk what we're doing but i still rmb my <3 with ying heh.

sorry to the all the people who waited for us, ed-boarders, scouts and anyone else.

really, really sorry. 

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wo yi bian chi yi bian zai xiang,

zhe shi huang jing wei yi da zao te di qi lai wei wo zuo de, suo yi shi hen te bie hen te bie de o :D

ke shi wo mei you ku ehhh :D heeeee.

walk around with pei, khai qi finding xiao r-sun and lok lok :)

told xiao r-sun many piggie stories and then she gave me those kind of hopeless expression hahaha :D

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 tu ran jian hen leng, hen leng.

yi jing cheng bu zhu le. fineee. but the feeling didn't go away roar.

wo hen nu li hen nu li de zai cheng shou.

and then wan jia jin lai shi wen wo dong xi, wo zhen de mei you li qi hui da.

zhen de dui bu qi.

yin wei wo zhi dao wo mei you jiang qiang ke yi zuo dao zhe yi dian.

ni shi di yi ge kan dao le wo zui chou zui chou de yi mian.

and then kan de chu ni hen jin zhang heee, bu dong yao zomok jiang.

and then qi he xian ye lai liao. qi shi zhen de bu xiang gei ta men kan dao de ahh but tai chi liao.

ta men de xi xin yu guan xin wo shou dao le :)

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btw, wo hen qi guai yo :D 

jiu shi ming ming tong dao yao si and then xiang yao zhan qi lai and then

suddenly i realise it's not a good idea hahaha so sit back again lol :D

xin hao na shi hen shao ren zai heee. 

cause' i can't bear the thought of everyone seeing me like this.

and ling, sorry but i think i can't eat your rice dy ): 

qi shi wo chi de shi hou jiu shi yi zhi gan dao hen xin fu hen xin fu :D but wo chi bu wan hehehe.

and then jia yi zhi bang wo na zhe ge na na ge, zhi shi wei le rang wo bu yao jiang xin ku :)

XIE XIE NI MEN :') ♥

22.2.12.

Nostalgia

happy belated 17th birthday Chen Sue Ann

a.k.a. ann chen :D

hohoho, happy birthday yo :p don't keep poking me dy heeee.

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bang khai qi hua hng dong dong.

hen hao wan yo :D but then the pen slowly no ink dy, which is srsly annoying.

and then ta men pin ming jiang mei jiu suan wo dong mei you jiang kua zhang :)

can i just say me very the touched? (:

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 一个人。

i'm not that fragile kay (;

sometimes you just gotta depend on yourself and no one else. cause' the person who will always 

be there for you every time is only you :)

okay. when i put the sambal in, oops :p. epic moment yo :D sorry to the people there at the time.
seriously :p

awww. and then another thing.

sometimes when you don't expect people to remember and they do it's the most nostalgic feeling.

so yeah :)

btw btw, 黄晶苇, you ren jiang wo zhu de dong xi hen xiang you hen xiang chi leh :p
sui ran zui hou ye mei you chi dao, but but still :D
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ow.

standing on the chair to reach something. and then suddenly overstretch some leg nerve dong dong
and then damn pain. damn. pain dao i can't stand those kind wtf. at least for that time.

and then 我在想, 如果你在的话就好。

woiyoh. and then i just look out and then suddenly you're there. like magic again!
but that time dk you busy staring at what lololol.

and then ni bang wo ban na xie yi da dui dong dong seriously helped :)

walking around, helping me find people.
and i so smart leh :D muahahaha.  luck is with me omggg :D

and hor, i regretted not telling you the epic lemon incident in sch, if not can see you laugh haha.
because everyone i told laughed wtf :D

谢谢你的出现 :)

# Merentas Desa 2012.

1041 ♥ :)

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yi da zao pao qu guide lodge deng ying. and then yi da zao wo men jiu zai na bian sar sar xiao liao :p

chi liao ying de powerbar, but hao xiang mei you gan jue yo :D

and then suddenly qi off the lights. and i thought nothing about it srsly -.-

until everyone just keep standing there and i finally saw it :)

超感动。还是我的最爱。

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"heeheeheeheee". 

suddenly pop out and 傻傻地跟我笑。

and then ying saw my number got one corner drop dy then fast fast tell me.

i really think that one good turn deserves another.

suo yi wo jin tian pass on liao na ge good turn :) 

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actually wo mei you expect dao ke yi na yi fen ehh :D

一分很微不足到，但是我却用了所有的力量拼命去争取。

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 WO HEN KAI XINNNNNNN.

no words is sufficient to express my feelings :D xie xie ni de dao gao. wo zhen de zhen de zuo dao liao eh :D

and then yi ge hen random de hello michelle.

and then jiu hello hui qu lor heh :D

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很多人问我做末要跑，and then 我每次讲因为今年最后一年，不想留下任何遗憾。

 因为知道如果没有去跑，一定，一定会后悔。

 

 我终于跑完了我最后一个 merentas desa :)

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when i saw the blue blue sky i seriously wanted to shout to you and ask you to look up :)